Happy, sad and mad.

I don't know. Lately it has been an emotional roller-coaster. One night I feel happy, then something makes me mad as hell and then I hear bad and as otherwise known- sad news. Right now I feel simply numb. I'm tired. Just tired and tired of feeling something. There is nothing to do at work and that at least gives me a chance to continue reading my book. Allows me to escape. Hopefully tomorrow "the sun will shine". But hey.. no chance I will get some sleep. I'll sleep Tuesday night. Then I finally have time to relax. Desperately needing a vacation of everything- that means.. can't wait for October to come..