Active.

Wow. Already over a month since I last wrote something here? Well. I'm sorry. I guess I didn't have anything to say... Now I do have some thoughts I would like to share with You.

As some of You might know I had my vacation. And I used it to go to the Active summer camp. This time in Albania. The last Active event I went to was in 2005. Plus the 'Get out of the box' seminar in Estonia 2006/2007. So I've been away from Active and it's people for a long time. I had other interests and I thought that I don't have any room for Active in my life. I was so wrong. Being in Albania with all those wonderful people just made me realize how much I've missed it. I bet Maik feels proud now.

The camp made me remember why I used to live that lifestyle before; why I said no to alcohol and such. I felt like myself in so many ways in that camp. Not the Eliina I used to be but better and improved. At least I like to think like that. From one way it's great and everything this epiphany but on the other hand it's scary and I feel quite alone now. The people I 'hang out' with now are mostly alcohol consumers. But I think some of them will respect my decision to leave alcohol behind me forever =) And with that thought I'm not alone. Seriously. I have so many amazing friends in so many countries that I couldn't be alone even If I tried to =p And the distance between us gets shorter and shorter. Thank God for planes- my favourite invention of all time! =)

I do feel happy- and it's wonderful! =)Now I have so much to look forward to- Norway next summer and hopefully something else in between ;) I've missed this type of family in my heart. And I'm glad they're with me in their thoughts. I truly do love You guys!!





Am I actually growing up? :s